Birthday Party for.....No One!

Today Paul was on call and when Emily woke up from her nap she was sad and missing him. I asked her what she wanted to do and she said she wanted to have a birthday party. For herself. And make a birthday cake. So what did we do? We made a birthday cake and had a party for her in the kitchen! She must have asked me to sing Happy Birthday to her 15 times tonight. It was so precious. Our girl sure is funny!

24 Weeks!

We have made it Viability Week with Audrey Grace! Basically this means that, even if she were born now (heaven forbid), she would, with expert care from a great NICU, still have a good chance at surviving. Of course, no part of us wants to meet her yet, but it is so reassuring to know that our sweet girl would eventually be OK if something like that were to happen.

My belly is kind of at a stand still right now- it hasn't really grown in a few weeks, by my estimation (I mean, I'm not using a tape measure or anything, lol!) My uterus is definitely moving up- it is past my belly button now- but I don't appear to be getting any bigger. In fact, this morning Emily and I hit up Motherhood Maternity to buy a couple new shirts for me. I have plenty o' maternity clothes from my pregnancy with Emily but I am finding that the flowy-type ones just look ricidulous right now. I have one shirt that seriously has a foot of extra fabric! So I needed some more form-fitting ones (well, as form-fitting as it gets when your body changes every day!) I found 2 cute tops that are nice and versatile.

My next appointment is on Wednesday at 8am (side note...this is also my first full day of summer vacation. So how awesome is it that I have an appointment at 8am?! Hahaha!) According to my scale I have gained 6lbs total this pregnancy and Audrey currently counts for about 1.25lbs of that. I am going to discuss with the doctor the migraines I've been having (3 in the last month, one of which was bad enough to make me take a sick day in the middle of the day....that has NEVER happened before!) and also about my sudden new symptom-- incurable dry lips. I thought I had it under control with Vaseline but this week they are cracked again. I am so confused- I've used Chapstick for YEARS and never had a problem, but now it seems like whenever I use that it almost like, burns my lips. I don't get it, unless they've changed the formula? So those are my concerns. :) Hard to believe that in 3.5 short months we'll be meeting this little girl!

Teacher's Kid

This is where I found Emily this morning- I was at my computer paying a couple bills and turned around when I heard her saying, "Did you have a nice weekend? Please stay in your spot. We are going to sing now. Baa Baa Black Sheep..."

She is doing Circle Time with her toys!! Wonder where she picked that up? :)

Saturday Fun at the Ranch!

Yesterday we took Emily to a super cool ranch near here. The beginning part of the property is a petting zoo and then there's a safari-type road you can drive through where you can feed the animals right from your car! At one point a baby zebra and it's mother came up to my window and I fed them...I was too scared to touch them (I was afraid the mama might get protective and hurt my car!) but it was incredible to see them so close. We also saw a baby giraffe, which, if you know me, you know that made my day! I love giraffes so a baby giraffe was just icing on the cake. We had a great day!

It was SO much fun and she loved every second of it. Especially the part where she got to walk in public, and not have to ride in her stroller! She is so so big. Enjoy the pictures!

Summery Fun!

Emily has started to enjoy summer type things already, even though it's just now Memorial Day weekend! Popsicles, swimming in her little pool (thanks Granny and Grandaddy!) and riding her tricycle all around the cul-de-sac in front of our house, plus going to see the horses at the farm behind our neighborhood are all daily pastimes.

Also, yesterday she begged for me to paint her fingernails as well as her toenails...now, we've done toenails lots of times but she's never had me paint her
fingernails before and she was SOOOO proud when they were done. She looks so precious!

I am so excited for school to end so she and I can have relaxing mornings and go to school (daycare) at a leisurely pace! I am teaching summer school so we will have 3 weeks of structured mornings but it's ok- I only work half days so I can go get her as soon as nap is over (around 2pm). I am so excited for our trip to the beach too- just 20 more days! Emily asks every morning when we are going to HER ocean...I can't wait to answer her with "today!"

2 Years and 7 Months Old!

Our sweet girl is 31 months old this month....amazing! She is doing so well and we continue to be amazed and surprised by her every day. Here's the latest scoop:

- She has done so well in the BGB (Big Girl Bed, or Good Girl Bed as she sometimes calls it). The first few nights were brutal- up 3-4 times, and the 3rd night was hands-down, the worst night I have ever had with her. She woke up at 1 wanting more milk. I lied and said we didn't have any more milk, and I would get it in the morning from the store (aside here- if I had given her the milk at 1am, she would have woken up every.single.day. afterwards, at 1am, wanting milk. She is SUCH a creature of habit and this same scenario has bitten us time and time again...till finally, WE LEARNED!) Well, she wasn't pleased with that news and decided to play in her bed until 2am. I had gone back to our bed but couldn't fall asleep because I would hear her messing around. Finally at 2 I went back to her and she proceeded to tell me to rub her back, her hair, pat her back, hold her hands, etc etc etc until finally around 4:30 she fell asleep again. It was horrible! When Paul came to get me out of her bed (I fell asleep, too) when my alarm went off at 5:30 I thought I would die. Let's just say Thursday at school was a day I'd like to forget!! But since then, she has actually done well and is doing a marvelous job of staying IN the bed (which I doubted, highly, that she would) and she hasn't woken up at all the last 2 nights. PROGRESS!!!

- She also learned to pedal her tricycle this week. This is JUST about all I can stand....seriously, why does she have to grow so big, so fast?

- She is getting to be pretty funny about baby Audrey. The other day I pretended to cry over something and she told me matter-of-factly, "Mommy, STOP crying." So Paul was wondering aloud what kinds of things she's going to say to Audrey when she cries and Emily slammed her breakfast spoon on her highchair and said, "DADDY, we don't say Audrey is crying. That's NOT NICE. We haffa say nice things about Audrey. Audrey is a baby an we haffa be NICE about her!" It was hilarious and cute all at the same time! She is already a little protective!

- Another Audrey story- Emmy and I were talking about Audrey and I asked if she was going to be nice to Audrey when baby Audrey came out of Mommy's tummy. She looked me dead in the eye and said, "I will hit her." I was shocked and asked her if that would be nice...and reminded her that we always have to be nice to a baby. She looked at me again and repeated, with a more final tone this time, "I will hit her." GREAT. At least when they are big girls and are fighting I can tell Audrey, "look sweetheart, she told me she was going to hit you when she was only 2 years old!" LOL! What a kid.

- She is obsessed with her sleeping "friends" in her bed. Last night it was Minnie, 2 Mickeys, Pooh, Tigger, a silky, a blanket, another blanket (Toy Story), another blanket (Mickey Mouse ears), and her sheet. I have to sneak in after she falls asleep to make sure she isn't burning up under all those layers! If all her friends aren't in her bed JUST SO she can't sleep.

- She LOVES school. Finally! The 19th made a full month there and I was hoping we'd have seen some progress with the dropoff situation- and this week, she did it! I would take her in and she'd leave my side and go play, and 2 days she "pushed me out" (this is something the kids do where they push the mom/dad out the door...gives the kiddo the feeling that he/she is choosing when the parent leaves, instead of the parent just walking out.) I was SO proud! She is also getting tons of hugs and kisses from her little friends before she leaves in the afternoons. Melts my heart!

- The toddler quirks are increasing. Last week for Show and Tell Day, she brought a placemat from our kitchen table. She was so proud of it! She wore her snow boots with shorts on Sunday. She brought a train whistle this week for S&T Day (I was prepared for anything...a spoon? one of my rollers for my hair? a Q-tip?). Today, she wanted to go to the mall with me wearing her clothes and Elmo slippers. Just for the record, we DID go to the mall dressed just like that over the winter...but today I was able to convince her to wear real shoes. Speaking of shoes, she refused to wear certain shoes (all but one pair!) for 12 straight days because all other shoes were "TOO BIG!". Also, several pairs of pants were vetoed for the same TOO BIG status. She is a trip!

That's all I can think up right now. I will leave you with some wisdom from our girl today though- she told me today, after she hit me, that "It's very hard to be good!" HAHA!

Who is BabyFerg?

This morning we dropped Emmy off at daycare and went to the OB office for my favorite visit....the Big Reveal Ultrasound! I am excited to announce that BabyFerg has a gender-specific identity now....



we are having another sweet GIRL! Sweet Audrey Grace will be arriving somewhere around the end of September.



Now...I don't usually get this "real" on the blog....usually it's just sunshine and roses and rainbows around here as I tell you about sweet Emily and how great our life is. But I have a tiny confession- I have been a nervous wreck about this baby for literally months now. Like, scared to death that today was going to come and we would find out he/she had some horrific birth defect, or a huge disability, or SVT like Stellan, etc. etc. etc. It's been so bad that I haven't *really* let myself "bond" with the baby a lot because I was sort of convinced that today would come, we would get some awful diagnosis, and we would have to make a lot of really hard, terrible choices.

So let me say what a HUGE relief it is to know that she is A-OK! The cervix is looking great- over 3.5cm right now which my doc said was "totally sweet" (lol LOVE her!) Audrey was sitting straight up and down in the uterus SOUND ASLEEP on the placenta...it was so funny! It looked like she had been watching TV or something and nodded off the way she was leaned up against it. She said my cord is nice and high and nowhere near the cervix. She did say Audrey is sitting squarely on top of my bladder which made me feel better about these trips I'm having to let out a cough medicine cup full of pee! She weighs 12oz.

The tech was having a super hard time with the sex b/c she was sitting down in there. FINALLY she got to a position where we could sort of see and I saw 3 little lines flash SUPER fast and blurted out- "It's a girl!" Paul looked at the u/s tech and she had a little smile on her face....she was like, "I am trying so hard to get you a clear picture of this..." and then she got it again and said, "Yep, Mommy, you are right- she is all girl!" I was so excited (this was towards the end of the u/s when we had seen all her other organs and everything looked good) I was almost shaking b/c it was too good to be true- she is perfect and healthy and CALM (for now...we'll see if Emily doesn't rub off on her).

I feel 1 million percent better about this pregnancy than I did before. It's like I needed everything to be OK today to "let" me let myself get excited, if that makes sense. Paul and I went to brunch after and I just gushed out, "She's our little Audrey, and I already love her!" He looked at me like he was surprised I was just feeling this way but I have seriously had a little secret wall up against this because I was convinced something was going to go wrong. So far, so good though. I loved Emily right from the very second she was "discovered" but I feel like now I am a lot less naive about pregnancy than I was before. At any rate, I am rambling like a loon now so I'm going to stop. We are so excited to have our precious 2 girls!!